Thursday, September 4, 2008

I am a nutjob

So for about two months I have been in a cloud. I guess people would say depressed. I am getting old. I don't know what the meaning of life is, and I don't know what I am supposed to be doing here. Or what I am supposed to be doing after this. I am not sure what the heck direction my life is going in. I really want to find out. But yuck, not a clue. So I had been wallowing in a cloud.

I don't know what exactly happened to me, but I feel today a shitload better. The fog is gone. And though I am NOT ok with aging, the fog is actually clearer!! How does this happen?? How can I just be one person one day and someone else the next?? WTF?

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